Bela Black Strikes Back

My thoughts have been all bottled up and tucked away in my own soup for long enough.

What has inspired this Rant ?

OK. So a co-worker/friend of mine just told me she had to get a  ‘background check’ to live in her neighborhood.

Thoughts that come to mind:

Chaos, military state, chivalry, independence, black eyes, crowded prisons, society, brainwashing, the dream I had..

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Was it a subway, bus, train?

Red or Gray Seats?

Snowy Avalanche of Wind Swarming Outside the Window; Quite Possibly my Worst Nightmare.

(they have a name)

Small Hand-held device,  Paper Thin Glass ..

Fingertip Movable Objects ..

Vulnerability to Everything Except the Direct few Surrounding Bodies.

Where are we going??? Away From the Storm.

He sat Beside of me, his Slender Figure Thrown into Black Drapery.  Gazing at me from his Pale Face and Beady Eyes, he touched my arm and gasped  “Look, Look at This! You Will see that Global Status Indicator (a Movable Beacon) it’s Nano-Sensitivity can Lead us Away From the Storm. We’re OK”

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Awake.

How to make fireballs that you can hold in your hands. Be careful though, it’s still fire and can still burn you. Found this vid and thought it was cool.

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Ever wonder what its like to work for Time Warner Cable ? or any other telemarketing/tech support job.. Here’s the worst of it!

This bitch is fucking NUTTS!

Train Runs Over Crazy Kid – Watch more free videos

Need a little bit of excitement in your life? I think this kid is definitely over stimulated.

The band is great, and they have a great energy. You know Juliette’s fame has a lot to do with their success but whatever, they have a good vibe.

Hot Kiss – Juliette and The Licks

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A glimpse into the world of sobriety, clarity and refined thinking (º¡§¡).

Three days ago I decided I was going to stop smoking, drinking and eating meat, the idea that had been lingering for months finally went into affect.

The sobriety brings clarity, the less toxins bring more clarity. When I get rid of the sugar and cut the dead weight, there will be even more clarity.

Everyone around me eats meat, everyone around me drinks alcohol, ALMOST everyone around me.. smokes. These are very trying times my friend. Work, Home & Social, I am surrounded, covered and smothered in toxins.

Perpetual chamber of filth, my changing (but never changing) environment follows me.

(x) Toxic 4 Life (x)

Okay, if you haven’t seen this then I am sorry for showing it to you. It comes back around into the ‘circle’ every 3 months or so and I have to spread the love. Enjoy.

Source – http://www.ofuzi.com/2007/05/27/i-need-an-unstable-woman-for-a-drama-filled-relationship/

I need an unstable woman for a drama filled relationship…

Hi there,

I’m seeking a like-minded woman to share a disastrous 3-9 month relationship with, ending in acrimony, emotional chaos, and possibly legal proceedings.

My name is Lloyd, I live in Chicago , I’m 27 years old, fairly well educated, I hold down a good job and am pretty stable. I’m told I’m fairly good looking, but I’ll let you be the judge of that – I’m generally caring and very honest.

I am looking for an attractive female who will at first give me obsessive love, praise and devotion – but whose paranoia, self-loathing and fear of rejection and abandonment will eventually lead her to alternately push me away and pull me closer in a love/hate cycle that will lead to infidelity, consensual sexual violence, and the eventual emotional breakdown of one or other party – or if we’re lucky – both!

You should:

* be 20 to 35 years old;
* have a history of short, intense, drama-driven relationships;
* enjoy degrading and dehumanizing sex;
* have undergone negative psychiatric evaluations in the past; and
* be willing to threaten self-harm and/or annihilation as a weapon to control your partner and make them stay with you and care for you.

Although not completely necessary, I would prefer women:

* with nice smiles;
* that have larger than average breasts;
* who are married or already in unstable relationships;
* that drink to forget; and
* who have had a previous established diagnosis of Borderline or Dependent Personality Disorder or Bi-Polar Affective Disorder – or who are currently taking Lithium Carbonate, SSRIs, or Tri-cyclic antidepressants

If you think you meet these requirements (and wow, I’m getting excited just writing them!), please don’t hesitate to get back to me as soon as possible. In the meantime, thank you for reading my advert, and do take care.

All the best,

Lloyd